{Happiness at 30}

I think this list will require lots of thought but here I go.

My 30 most Happiest moments in the last 30 years!

{Happy at 30}

1. The day my Son, Santiago, was born.
2. The day my Daughter, Camila, was born.
3. The day I married my friend of 7 years. {August 19, 2006, now married for almost 5 years! Together for 12!}
4. The day I found out I was pregnant with Santiago!
5. The day I found out I was pregnant with Camila!
6. When I graduated from College. {U of H Alum, Class of 2005} 
7. When my sister graduated from College. {GO COOGS! Class of '07}
8. The day I found out my Sister was pregnant.
9. The day my nephew Olin was born.
10. When I last saw my Aunt Lola from Detroit, I was 7 months pregnant with my son.
11. The day I got engaged. {August 13,2005}
12. When I found out that I had gotten my first real job in the Medical field, at Texas Children's Hospital. 
13. The weekend I spent in Reynosa with all my cousins for our Aunt Carmen's wedding. 
14. The day my Father came back to our family, unharmed and ready to start over..... 
15. The day I realized how Big, Loving and Forgiving God is!  {September 2004}
16. My first Mother's day! 
17. My second Mother's day! 
18. The day I heard the news of my Husband getting an out of state Internship. 
19. The day my younger brother Max was born. {16 years ago}
20. The day  I made my H.S. drill team.
21. The day my Husband asked me to be his Girlfriend. {November 2, 1999}
22. Spending the day with my cousin Yoli on her last visit to Houston before becoming a DOI-TORA!
23. I didn't know it then....but the day I met my husband... August 13, 1999...it was a FRIDAY! We got engaged the same day 6 years later.... CRAZY! Andddd we got married 7 Years and 6 days later...
24. My Son's first birthday...who can forget the candy-less piñata....it's a long storyyyy....
25. When my Husband and I went to Jaral del Progresso, GTO to baptize his cousin Erick's {wife Rosy's} first Son.....nuestro Ahijado, Alan Yahir.
26. The day my Son was Baptized..Thank You to our Compadres : Gabgab and Juan.
27. The day I found out my Comadre Gabgab was preggers!
28. The day I found out my good friend Yvonne was preggers....and that we would be preggers together!
29. EVERYDAY I GET TO SPEND AND HAVE SPENT WITH MY MOST LOVING FAMILY AND FRIENDS.{BLESSED BEYOND BELIEF} 
30. The day a tumor the size of a grapefruit was removed from my uterus and the doctor's said it wasn't Cancer...

I am sure there are many and plenty more and will be. For now these are the ones I could think of!

What day is today?!

I was thinking I would work on several things {projects} this weekend.....

But, it's my first week back at work after 7 & a half  weeks away AND exhaustion is an understatement!

Our sleep and wake schedules are totally skewed, I feel like I am walking in and out of a revolving door and I feel out of place and just plain out...OUT OF IT! {Ha.}

I know, this is doable..I know I can get through this week..the real question is..When will I ever sleep again?!

My 8 week old and my 20 month old tag team each other, when one wakes the other one sleeps, when one cries the other other YELLS, when one poops the other one spits up; I think they enjoying seeing my head spin off my shoulders and my flushed face fill with panic! {HA.} They've seem to got the whole "let's deprive our mom of sleep and show her how much can come out of every orifice of our bodies" routine down... more than well!

{Trust me. I am BEYOND Blessed to have two VERY healthy, active and vivacious children....but when you get to where I am....exhaustion over powers and you just have to say it! }

So, I am not sure just yet...but I think my weekend is looking more like a big soft bed, with fluffy pillows and lots of wide open mouth straight up snoring! {Ha.} My vision of this weekend is more like a Comfort Inn than lets go out and be active weekend! 

Have I mentioned how tired I am? {Ha. ha. ha.}

And I can't remember when my last real warm sit down meal was....

This week so far is a blur.... 

{I am totally about laughing at my situation, but right now my laugh is accompanied by tears...just a bit...you know that kind of laugh/cry thing when you don't know really how you feel...sad, tired, happy.... CRAZY AND DETATCHED!}  {Ha. ha. ha.}

Honestly...I hope you see this post as humurous..

I love my kids....I ADORE being a Momma....I LOVE being a Wife...I love being a part of my families income and having an outside the home job {for now}...but every once in a while..I like to make light of my siutation and am a bit sarcastic...I hope everyone gets that.... Ha.

It's part of who I am....