{Aftermath!} ♥

Hola! I still exist! Ha. 

Just been a little M.I.A.

It's been about oh, 4 days since Cami's first birthday party!

And, the word is still....

EXHAUSTED. MUCHO.

I am so very beyond tired! But, guess what, I did it, we made it! Other than my cake being a decorative disaster, EVERTHING else went well and according to plan! I am happy with my end result and I don't think I want to do it again... until maybe September for Santi's 3rd Birthday BUT we will see!

We also have Ricardo's Graduation in May, I pray it will be low-key, cause this whole party thing is difficult, overwhelming, stressful and a bit draining.

We have also asked my Cousin and her Husband to baptize Cami for us this Summer. I called our church yesterday morning and I think the date is going to be July 29th. It takes months to get a Spanish mass so I am glad they got us in that quick. Plus my cousin will be coming from Mexico so I need to do everything with time...

I guess it looks like parties plague us this year..HA!

So, that whole, I will never have a party again may just be a total FAIL.

I didn't personally take any pictures, I hired a very talented friend to take them for me, so I don't have but a couple that I took at the end of the night. But, my Husband's cousin took some and I may just post hers while we wait!
Other than that I am back at work this week. Things are gonna get busy and this here Bloggy may suffer some negelect but I will do my best to post some updates..BIG months ahead of us! BIG months. I pray. God knows where he is taking this little family of CUATRO. I pray that His will be done in our lives and I know that He has a plan for us. I know that everything happens for a reason and God is present no matter what.

I can't believe we are more than half way done with March. April should be just lovely.

I know I have dropped the ball on several projects...haven't kept up with Thankful Thursday or my 365 project from way back when..soon I hope I will be back on track.

What day is today?!

I was thinking I would work on several things {projects} this weekend.....

But, it's my first week back at work after 7 & a half  weeks away AND exhaustion is an understatement!

Our sleep and wake schedules are totally skewed, I feel like I am walking in and out of a revolving door and I feel out of place and just plain out...OUT OF IT! {Ha.}

I know, this is doable..I know I can get through this week..the real question is..When will I ever sleep again?!

My 8 week old and my 20 month old tag team each other, when one wakes the other one sleeps, when one cries the other other YELLS, when one poops the other one spits up; I think they enjoying seeing my head spin off my shoulders and my flushed face fill with panic! {HA.} They've seem to got the whole "let's deprive our mom of sleep and show her how much can come out of every orifice of our bodies" routine down... more than well!

{Trust me. I am BEYOND Blessed to have two VERY healthy, active and vivacious children....but when you get to where I am....exhaustion over powers and you just have to say it! }

So, I am not sure just yet...but I think my weekend is looking more like a big soft bed, with fluffy pillows and lots of wide open mouth straight up snoring! {Ha.} My vision of this weekend is more like a Comfort Inn than lets go out and be active weekend! 

Have I mentioned how tired I am? {Ha. ha. ha.}

And I can't remember when my last real warm sit down meal was....

This week so far is a blur.... 

{I am totally about laughing at my situation, but right now my laugh is accompanied by tears...just a bit...you know that kind of laugh/cry thing when you don't know really how you feel...sad, tired, happy.... CRAZY AND DETATCHED!}  {Ha. ha. ha.}

Honestly...I hope you see this post as humurous..

I love my kids....I ADORE being a Momma....I LOVE being a Wife...I love being a part of my families income and having an outside the home job {for now}...but every once in a while..I like to make light of my siutation and am a bit sarcastic...I hope everyone gets that.... Ha.

It's part of who I am....